Ozzy Osbourne, the legendary frontman of Black Sabbath, has recently opened up about his continuing struggles with health and substance use, shedding light on his complex relationship with sobriety. At the age of 75, Osbourne candidly revealed during his Madhouse Chronicles podcast episode, "I am happier, but I am not completely sober. I use a bit of marijuana from time to time." This admission marks a notable moment as he reflects on his past battles with addiction, acknowledging his long history of substance misuse including alcohol and various drugs.
Osbourne's health challenges have been compounded over the years, particularly following his diagnosis with Parkin syndrome back in 2005, which is characterized by symptoms like involuntary shudders. His struggle with the degenerative condition has made day-to-day life extremely difficult, often leaving him reliant on mobility aids like wheelchairs and crutches.
Despite his efforts to maintain sobriety, he has found himself tempted by stronger drugs again, especially due to chronic pain stemming from neck and back issues. Regarding his experiences with medication, Ozzy recounted trying ketamine under medical supervision, saying, "I went to a doctor recently and started to have this ketamine. He put a tiny bit in me, but it was enough to spark me. That thing came back and weighted my brain." The sensation of old habits resurfacing can be alarmingly potent for someone with Osbourne's background.
A significant part of his current stability hinges on the support he receives from his wife, Sharon Osbourne, who he praises for her unwavering presence and strictness. He remarked, "I am lucky my wife kicks my butt all the time and she would fking make life so difficult. Even with marijuana she will fking find it and get rid of it." With her help, he strives to resist the pull of drugs and maintain some semblance of control. Ozzy acknowledges how integral Sharon is to his well-being, reflecting, "If she wasn't around, I wouldn't be here, I know it for sure."
Looking back, Osbourne expressed regret about his past indulgences, particularly how his attitude toward sobriety affected his creativity during his peak years. The rock star admitted, "I was the king of the world, and I had the biggest party ever. The thing is, I never thought I could do a f**king thing of creativity sober." This perspective paints the picture of someone who has often equated substance use with artistic freedom.
Nevertheless, Osbourne seems to be at peace with where he is now. He recognizes the importance of seeking help and shared words of encouragement for others struggling with addiction. "If you are out there and you are using dope and you want to get off, there is plenty of help. AA is a 12-step programme. It got me sorted out to a certain degree. I don't go to meetings myself anymore. Maybe I should do; I don't know," he shared. His advocacy for addiction recovery points to his desire to use his platform for good, even as he navigates his personal demons.
On the horizon, Ozzy is set to make his way back to the public eye, with his induction ceremony at the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame scheduled for October 19, 2024. This moment will mark his second time being inducted, the first being with Black Sabbath back in 2006. He sees this event as not just recognition of his past, but also as motivation to continue pushing through his current challenges.
His situation showcases the broader struggles faced by many people battling addiction, underscored by the importance of support systems and the continual search for healthier coping mechanisms. Through his recent admissions, Osbourne remains a symbol of resilience, continually striving to balance the highs and lows of life as he navigates the complex realms of fame, health, and personal struggles.