Nicolas Demorand, a prominent French journalist and co-host of the morning show on France Inter, made a groundbreaking revelation about his mental health on March 27, 2025, during the release of his book "Intérieur nuit." In this candid memoir, Demorand disclosed that he has been living with bipolar disorder for the past 30 years, a condition he has managed largely in silence until now. His announcement was made not only through the pages of his book but also during his appearance on the television show Quotidien, where he shared personal insights into his struggles with the illness.
During the episode of Quotidien, Demorand explained the profound impact of his condition, stating, "Yes, I am a mentally ill person: it’s raw, it's violent to say and surely to hear, but I no longer want to hide nor be hidden." This statement resonated with many, as it sheds light on the stigma surrounding mental health issues, particularly in a society where such topics are often brushed aside.
Demorand's journey with bipolar disorder has been fraught with challenges, including a history of depression and anxiety that led him to contemplate suicide. He recounted a particularly dark moment, saying, "At one point, the psychological suffering is so intense that suicide appears as a medication you haven’t tried, like an anxiolytic you haven’t tried." This stark admission illustrates the depths of his anguish and the complex nature of mental health struggles.
His friend and colleague, Léa Salamé, played a crucial role in encouraging him to share his story. On the show, Demorand revealed that Salamé was one of the few people aware of his condition. "Léa Salamé, with whom I present the morning show, is one of the rare people who knows everything," he said, highlighting the importance of her support throughout his journey.
In his book "Intérieur nuit," published by Les Arènes, Demorand details his medical journey, including the obstacles he faced in receiving a proper diagnosis and finding effective treatment. He described his daily routine, which involves taking a large quantity of medication and frequent visits to a psychiatric hospital. "I go to a psychiatric hospital two to four times a month where I am monitored closely," he shared, emphasizing the seriousness of his condition.
Demorand's revelation comes at a time when mental health issues are increasingly recognized yet still stigmatized in France. According to the Assurance Maladie, bipolar disorder affects approximately 2.5% of the French population. By publicly sharing his experiences, Demorand aims to challenge the stigma and encourage others to speak out about their mental health struggles.
Psychiatrists and mental health advocates have praised Demorand's courage in breaking the silence surrounding mental illness. Bruno Étain, a psychiatrist and coordinator of bipolar expert centers, noted that Demorand's statement was not only moving but also significant in helping others feel less isolated in their struggles. "This voice will count; it already does, just look at the impact!" Étain remarked, underscoring the importance of visibility in mental health discussions.
Olivier Bonnot, another psychiatrist, emphasized the positive message Demorand's story conveys. "He is popular and appreciated, has a successful career, and he explains that he is currently ill, not that he has conquered depression. This is a very positive message for patients, showing that professional fulfillment is possible despite difficulties," Bonnot stated.
Demorand's decision to come forward with his story was not without hesitation. He revealed that he had long feared the repercussions of disclosing his mental health status, recalling advice from a prominent media figure who warned him against discussing his illness. "Ten years ago, someone told me, 'Never say a word about this. You will be socially and professionally dead if you reveal such a thing.'" This fear kept him silent for many years, but ultimately, he found the strength to confront the stigma and share his truth.
In his book, Demorand poignantly describes the physical manifestations of his mental health struggles. He writes, "Depression is a physical pain that no medication relieves. It’s a pain that cannot be located, and it’s a constant reminder of the battle I face every day." His vivid descriptions of the pain and turmoil he experiences serve to humanize the often misunderstood nature of mental illness.
As he continues to navigate his journey with bipolar disorder, Demorand expresses a desire to stop hiding and to advocate for mental health awareness. "If I have been silent for so long, it’s because mental illness is frightening and remains a source of shame. I had shame, but now I have decided to make it a fight," he declared on air, marking a significant turning point in his life.
In the wake of his revelations, Léa Salamé publicly supported Demorand, praising his courage and the importance of his message. On her Instagram, she wrote, "I know the courage and strength it took for you to write this book. Your testimony will help many who suffer in silence. I have never been prouder to be your friend, Nico." Her heartfelt words highlight the powerful bond between the two journalists and the importance of support in overcoming personal battles.
Demorand’s story is not just a personal account; it is a call to action for society to confront the stigma associated with mental illness. By sharing his experiences, he hopes to inspire others to seek help and to foster a more compassionate understanding of mental health issues. In a world where mental health remains a taboo subject, Demorand’s courage in speaking out is a beacon of hope for many.
