On the evening of May 9, 2025, Taiwanese entertainer Xu Xidi, known as Little S, shared her first heartfelt message on social media following the passing of her sister, Xu Xiyuan, affectionately known as Big S. In a poignant tribute, she posted a touching photo of the sisters holding hands, a gesture that resonated deeply with fans and followers.
Little S reminisced about the profound bond she shared with her sister, recalling how Big S had always been her unwavering support since childhood. "My sister has always been my shield. Whenever I faced challenges, she would encourage me by saying, 'Xu Xidi, you’re so lame!' That was her way of pushing me to be brave!" she wrote, reflecting on the many significant moments in her life that she shared first with Big S, as she relied on her sister's opinions and encouragement.
Expressing her deep sense of loss, Little S admitted, "I have so many questions I still want to ask her. I want to embrace her, the strong yet fragile person she was!" In her heartfelt message, she conveyed a sense of responsibility towards their mother, stating, "I need to take care of Mom because she misses you so much. I miss you too, but I have to be strong for her." Little S emphasized that she does not want to go anywhere because Big S will always remain in her heart, forever until they meet again.
On the same day, renowned television host Tsai Kangyong also took to social media to share his thoughts on Big S's influence on his life. He recounted a conversation with Little S, where she asked him about Big S's impact on him. Tsai noted that it wasn't just the answers Big S provided that influenced him, but rather the way she delivered those answers. "She always spoke with such absolute conviction, which made me feel empowered. 'You have to do this!' she'd say, and it made everything seem less daunting," he recalled. Tsai expressed his longing for that encouraging feeling, stating, "Life is scary, but I can keep pushing forward because I can still hear her voice cheering us on from a distance."
Big S, the beloved Taiwanese actress, singer, and television host, passed away on February 2, 2025, at the age of 48 due to complications from influenza and pneumonia. Her death left a profound impact on her family and fans alike. Little S confirmed the news the following day, expressing her gratitude for having been Big S's sister and vowing to cherish her memory forever.
In the wake of her sister's passing, Little S had temporarily stepped back from her entertainment career to grieve. On February 17, she shared a nostalgic childhood photo of the three Xu sisters, captioning it with a simple yet heartfelt, "I miss you." As Mother's Day approached, which marked nearly 100 days since Big S's death, Little S felt compelled to express her feelings publicly, leading to the emotional post that has since garnered widespread support.
Fans and followers responded with an outpouring of love and encouragement for Little S, with many expressing their hope that she would find the strength to return to her career. Comments flooded in, with over 190,000 likes on her post, showcasing the impact of her heartfelt tribute. Supporters from her show, "Miss Sister," also expressed their eagerness for her return, highlighting the strong connection she has with her audience.
As she navigates this challenging time, Little S's resilience shines through. She is determined to honor her sister's legacy while also taking care of their mother, who has been deeply affected by the loss. "Everyone will remember Xu (Big S), and you still have a kind and a 'critical' daughter," she reassured her mother, a testament to her commitment to family.
In the entertainment industry, where change is constant, Little S's hiatus could pose risks to her career. However, her recent messages signal a desire to return and continue the legacy of joy and laughter that both sisters brought to their fans. Her journey of healing will undoubtedly resonate with many, as she balances personal grief with professional aspirations.
As the world remembers Big S, her influence continues to ripple through the lives she touched. Little S's heartfelt tribute serves not only as a memorial to a beloved sister but also as a reminder of the enduring power of love and support within families. The bond between the Xu sisters, filled with both strength and vulnerability, will remain a cherished part of their legacy.
In the days following her emotional post, Little S has shown signs of resilience and determination to move forward, hinting at a potential return to the spotlight. As she continues to navigate her grief, it is clear that the love and memories of Big S will guide her path.
