An emotional journey unfolded on the March 23, 2025, episode of American Idol as 19-year-old Freddie McClendon honored his father, Davis McClendon, through his powerful original song, "You Never Loved Him." This deeply personal performance was not just about music; it was a heartfelt tribute to a father's legacy overshadowed by tragedy. Davis McClendon was killed in a hit-and-run accident on May 7, 2023, when a Ford F-250 pickup truck driven by William 'Bud' Ackerman Jr. collided with him. At the time, Ackerman was the estranged husband of Meredith Haynie, who had begun dating Davis just six months after her split from Ackerman. This complicated family dynamic set the stage for a devastating loss that Freddie has been processing ever since.
Freddie recalls the morning he learned of his father's death, saying, “I woke up to a devastating itch in my chest.” His mother, Kristin, noted how Freddie's music became a refuge for him. “Freddie lost his best friend. To get those feelings out, he turned to writing songs,” she explained. Writing served as a way for Freddie to channel his grief and celebrate Davis's life rather than focusing solely on the tragic circumstances surrounding his departure.
The aftermath of Davis McClendon's untimely death was marked by legal proceedings against Ackerman, who was found guilty of murder following a seven-day trial in the fall of 2024. He received a 45-year prison sentence and is not eligible for parole, with a release expected around 2068. As he appeals the conviction, the impact of this crime continues to ripple through his family.
During Freddie's audition, as he sang, “We never got to tell him goodbye. We never got the chance to even try to warn him that you had lost your mind,” the room was filled with palpable emotion. Each note resonated not just with raw talent but with a story of heartbreak, loss, and the quest for closure.
Judge Carrie Underwood was visibly moved, stating that she appreciated Freddie's bravery in sharing a “narrative” that glorified his father's legacy rather than defining it through his death. Luke Bryan added, “Thank you for being honest and open about your feelings.” Lionel Richie echoed their sentiments, commending Freddie for making a “positive statement” during such an emotional time.
Freddie’s family couldn't contain their pride as they watched him move to the next stage in the competition. His heartfelt delivery garnered him three affirmative votes from the judges and the coveted golden ticket to Hollywood.
For Freddie, this journey is more than a competition; it's a platform to ensure his father's story is remembered in its fullness. “He was so much bigger than just the true crime story of the week. He was our dad and meant the world to us,” he expressed candidly.
As the latest season of American Idol progresses, viewers are sure to see more of this heartfelt journey. Freddie McClendon not only possesses an extraordinary voice but brings an emotional depth to the competition that is rare and inspiring. His story underscores the healing power of music and the importance of connecting our past with our present.
So tune in to American Idol every Sunday at 8 p.m. ET on ABC and witness Freddie's artistic journey that blends sorrow with hope.
